I always have the worst time starting out these posts. I never know how to start or what to say, so this is how I'll start.
Girls are so fucking awesome. I love meeting them, talking and interacting with them, and doing what humans do with each other. I love being with my friends, and living our lives together. It seems to take the edge off of what life is, and the struggles and difficulties that you go through daily. If I didn't have my friends there for me, I don't know what I would do. I'd most likely be a huge mess, or in prison/jail. Every time I'm with friends, we evolve together as a group. The thoughts that we come up with and the laughter that we endure, is the greatest thing on this earth.
No matter how cliche it sounds, and I hate being that more than anything... your friends are really what counts in this world. You are who you hang around.
A note to myself when being around women. Never tell them what a piece of shit you are, no matter what mind state you're in. I think it's better just to not talk to that cute girl that you've had your eye on at all, rather than go up to them when you've been out of your mind for the last few days, high on drugs, and trying to make them feel sorry for you or 'something'. "hey yea I relapsed on drugs, and I feel like shit right now, and I hate my self physically and spiritually, but.... do you want to go on a date?" haha funny joke. no actually that's the reality of this bullshit addiction.
I'm over writing anymore right now, not in a good state of mind... maybe I'll update this later this week.
For the minds of man
